Splattered Thoughts

I’ve got a lot of mixed emotions… floating around inside
No home of their own, not even a corner to go hide.

They sit, whirl, twist and spin, looking for a reason
A reason for being, a reason feeling, a reason to feel

To feel something, anything, everything at once.

I write because paper is an outlet, maybe a vice
I can speak my thoughts, but get confused,
Right now I feel emotionally used,
Tossed away, discarded, like a shell of rice

A place to call home, no longer a “place of my own”
The start of a family, beginning with honesty,
But where will this new life begin to lead me?

Setting out on a strangely familiar path,
It’s a journey im willing to take…

Life is the journey,
not the destination
Not the gains of money
Not following in formation

Build your dreams, and set them free
It’s the way I live, love and let be

Let me be me, and you be you,
I cant wait, to see tomorrow through
Hopefully you’ll be there, but maybe not
Like flowered gardens, without care, they rot

Nothing to do but just wait and see,
For you to come back, I have to set you truly free.

You’re an angel in waiting, making me see
That the life im living isn’t the way to be

don’t give up on me, and I wont for you
And in the land of tomorrow, we’ll see this through…